Thursday, July 5, 2012

Re-Focus

So, ok. I know I’ve slacked. Life has been a crazy whirlwind filled with watching my daughter grow and learn, a short yet phenomenal stint as a “Girls on the Run” coach, and a renewed intensity for my health. I thought I’d take a moment to check in on my Goals from the beginning of the year to see how I’ve done. Now, I don’t want to set myself up to be disappointed when I review my list so I’ll share this small but profound revelation I’ve recently stumbled upon in these past six months: As we go through our daily lives, we are forever changing and evolving, learning and growing in who we are and what we’re working towards. What I wanted for myself 6 months ago will irrefutably never be the same as what I want today, or tomorrow for that matter. As human beings, we are in a constant state of transformation; because transformation is not a future event, it is a current process. It’s not something we will think about doing later, it is happening now whether we want it to or not. (And no I didn’t come up with that all on my own; I had a little help from the peppy Jillian Michaels. I vaguely remember her saying something similar to the transformation part in a fitness DVD while sweat was dripping off my nose as I was holding a plank pose to the point of tears. Or something like that.)
I had broken my goals down into four sections: Running, Blog, Educational/Professional and Life goals. Let’s take a look at the running goals I had envisioned for myself:
Running Goals:
·         Complete 12 races (preferably one a month) in 2012!!!!!- So far I’ve completed 4 races: one in January, February, April and June. I don’t think I need to cross this one off just yet. I still have plenty of time to get 8 more in!
·         Develop a training schedule for my first half marathon and stick to it!- Ok, so this one may not be completed this year, and I’m ok with that. As some may know, I ran into some health issues and had to put this off to deal with them. I started fainting during exercise and what could be considered “stressful” situations even if I didn’t think I was under stress. I was put through a multitude of medical tests until we figured out what was causing it and remedied the situation. It was a combination of issues and one of them I’m still trying to get a hold on. Once I get better control of this lasting issue I believe I will be able to focus on training to run longer distances. It’s still a goal of mine, but in a much longer time frame.
·         Run and complete my first Half Marathon!!! (Unplugged here I come!) Off the list
·         Be a spectator at the KBVCM and see what this whole thing is about! Hopefully get pumped to actually run it next year!- I’m so happy to report that I was able to run the Elite Runner’s water table at the KBVCM this year at the mile 13 water stop on behalf of Girls on the Run. It was an amazing experience! The most inspirational runners were a group of 5 soldiers running the whole marathon in full gear: boots, uniform, and 60lb packs on their backs to honor their fallen comrades. It moved me to tears. I know that if they can do it, then I can absolutely do the half next year.
·         Participate in my first Mud Run!!!! I love the energy of the Spartan Race and Warrior Dash but am fully aware of my physical limitations. However, thankfully, there are alternatives for those of us who want a similar experience but can’t exactly do it military style…yet. – I am currently registered for the first annual LoziLu Women’s Mud Run in Boston on July 7th, 2012 as part of the Mud Monkeys Team. I’m super excited for this!!!!  
My blog goals :
·         Research the ins and outs of the blog and develop a style that suits me personally and meets the needs of those who read it (meaning feedback is critical people!)
·         Write at least one post a week for my blog
·         Fully invest myself in the blogging process and allow myself to be vulnerable, and accept where ever that may take me
So, I think I can address these goals as a collective whole: my life and relationships with my family and friends have taken precedence and this has been the area that I’ve allowed to be put on hold. I’d like to invest a little more time in it as the next few months pass but I will not be disappointed if I can only write occasionally. Especially as I being a new part of my journey starting in July ;) My Goal is to use my blog to inspire people, to detail my own personal transformation and to pass on the knowledge I gain through my training and Ta da: Schooling!
My Educational/Professional goals as written in February:
·         Research Graduate schools for Nutrition and Wellness, Complete pre-requisites for the program I choose and get in applications. (This means Chemistry…help me please!)
·         Study for and take the GRE
·         Complete Health and Wellness certification through AFPA
So, again, I think I can speak to these as a whole: I am enrolled in the Institute of Integrative Nutrition’s year long Health Coach Certification program starting on July 16th, 2012. I’m doing this for myself but also so that I may pass on the information I learn to those who want it and position myself with the knowledge to help others. I am so excited to start this journey! I may still get the certification through AFPA but the program at IIN looked to be a much better fit at this time. I still plan on getting my Masters in Nutrition to eventually become a registered dietitian but I have decided to wait to pursue that for when my daughter is in school.  I plan on taking the GRE after I finish the program at IIN.
My Life goal:
·         Find something beautiful in every single day, accept my struggles and as cliché as it sounds live every day as if it’s my last.- Work in progress ;) I’m enjoying my time being with my daughter and seeing the changes I’ve been making to live a healthier life and take care of myself. As I’m gaining knowledge, it’s become surprisingly easier than I thought it would be and for that I’m grateful. Every day is a gift, enjoy it.
Start line of the Season End 5k
This year has already been filled with amazing changes and beautiful experiences. I learned so much by working with Girls on the Run; about the girls themselves and how impressionable their little minds are and how smart they are too. I honestly had no idea how much they saw and heard and felt. It’s easy to forget as an adult how much they’re really aware of. Their world isn’t just playgrounds and sleepovers but filled with adult issues and un-pleasantries like bullying and a negative self image. I just didn’t realize how much they saw and heard and how we, as adults, can either be a positive role model and lead by example or we can feed that negativity with our behaviors. I’m glad I was a part of this organization and am honored to have spent the time I could with them. The season ended with a community 5k at the Essex Fair Grounds with lots of music and smiling faces. I can’t even explain how much pride I had for the girls and how far they’d come.
I have also found a renewed interest in myself and making changes for me (not that I ever really lost it but I did get stuck) I was able to dig out of my slight rut with the help of some online support groups like Jennifer Hauck-Fit4YourLife (a Beach Body coach, something I’m contemplating doing myself because I love their workouts) on facebook and a private group started by a friend of mine (message me for an invite) In these groups you can be accountable to a group of like minded people with a shared interest in their health. It’s amazing how communication with people in the same spot you are can be oh so encouraging. You are never alone in your transformation process. There is always someone out there going through the same thing you are and would love to communicate with you. (If you need help finding someone, please contact me! Oh, BTW, did I mention talking to ME?! I love to help support and encourage anyone who is willing to share their story with me?!) 
I also got to participate in a two week Boot camp through Burlington Adventure Boot Camp for Women and loved the change of pace. Now, getting up at 4:30 am is not my cup of tea on most days but it was a neat experience to be in that kind of setting. Every day was different and the camaraderie among the women was phenomenal. We were all there for the same reason, it didn’t matter what our fitness levels were as there were modifications to accommodate everyone, and the end result was the same. The two week boot camp also came with two nutrition seminars: One was at the grocery store looking at how things are marketed (bright packages, placed at eye level, etc.) and how to shop for healthy foods on a budget. This is something that I am going to keep in mind for future use after I’ve completed my certification as I found it most helpful to walk around a grocery store with someone who was knowledgeable of what I should be looking for and what I should avoid when food shopping. (I have discount coupons for those interested in trying this out!)
So! There’s my 6 month check up! I’d love to hear what other people are up to and how you’ve chosen to take care of yourself. What work outs have you found helpful? Anything new you think I should be trying?
Fondly,
Betsey

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