No beautiful baby girl clinging to me. No screaming for
popsicles. No pinching the inside of my arm with ever sharp tiny fingernails.
No cutting up food into itty bitty pieces. No diaper bag to pack with endless
odds and ends. No stroller going through the airport. No extra time in security
or having to dump the liquids in toddler cups in my carryon because I forgot.
No willing my child not to make any noise on the plane so as not to disturb the
other passengers on the plane and get thrown off the flight.
No dogs barking. No cooking three different meals so
everyone has something they like to eat. No making my bed because someone else
did it for me. No being obligated to take care of everyone else because I only
had to worry about myself. No keeping up with Facebook. Or email. Or even text
messages for that matter. I unplugged from cyber world and let myself get
caught up in the sound of the crashing waves instead of the annoyance of the
crashing internet. I relished swimming in the ocean instead of through a sea of
endless laundry.
I got to order what I wanted and not worry about price
because I was only paying for one meal. I got to lie on the beach for hours in
the warm sunshine and the cool ocean breeze because it was what I wanted to do.
I got to go at my own pace; there was no schedule to keep. I got to stay out
late. I got to sleep in late. I got to stretch diagonally across the bed and
move to a cool spot without running into anyone when I got to hot under the
covers. I got to live in a bathing suit. I got to socialize with friendly
strangers and make new friends on the shuttle bus. I got to go on the Farris
wheel at night and look at the stars. I got to wander through the National Naval Aviation Museum without anyone rushing me. I got to read, and read, and read some
more. I got to eat mountains of fresh seafood: Raw oysters (full of good-for-you
zinc), Gulf shrimp boiled in Old Bay seasoning, Grouper and blackened Trigger
fish, Mahi Mahi and grilled crab cakes.
It was absolutely
delightful.
I left in the morning on August 3rd and stayed in
down town Pensacola, about 10-15 minutes from the beach. I had amazing food,
was able to relax and lived in my bikini basking in the glorious sunshine. Now
don’t get me wrong, I’m thankful for everything I have in my life. But let me
tell you, it was lovely to be able to enjoy the peace and quiet of my hotel
room and the warmth of the beautiful sunshine all on my own. I came home on the
6th to my smiling Baby screaming “Mommy!” and all is well.
If you’ve never gone on a vacation by yourself, I highly recommend
it. I got to Unplug. I got to recharge. For that, I’m grateful.
Now, on to the next ;)
Fondly,
Betsey
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